Sterling successfully applied Peabody’s program, overcame his drinking problem, and was reinstated at his old company in Memphis, Tennessee
[right: map showing locations of Little Rock, New Orleans and Memphis], on the condition of sobriety. Despite his commitment, he relapsed twice
during out-of-town trips. Determined to honor his word, he resolved to
confess his lapses and resign. However, upon returning home, he was shocked
to learn his boss had died the previous day.
This unexpected event triggered a spiritual awakening that led Sterling to permanent sobriety. He returned to Little Rock, where he began making amends, a practice encouraged by the Peabody program. His efforts likely laid the groundwork for future support, as he would receive a particular call for help years later that would lead to forming the first group in Arkansas.
1939: [Early] Marty M.
[left, at
Blythewood with her sisters Chris (L) and Betty (R), 4 Jul 1938]
had been a charity patient for over a year at the upscale
Blythewood Sanitarium
[right] under Dr. Harry Tiebout [below
left], yet she showed no signs of progress. Dr. Tiebout had given her a
manuscript copy of Alcoholics Anonymous to assess its value. Marty
had read it eagerly, thrilled to have discovered a name for her affliction:
alcoholism, a disease. “I love the word alcoholic!” she had exclaimed.
However, she soon had encountered a significant obstacle. “On every page,
there were four or five capital Gs [‘God’]!” The next day, she had
confronted Tiebout, declaring, “God is nothing but self-hypnosis. I’m not
about to accept this! I can’t buy it.”
Tiebout had responded calmly but firmly, “Oh, never mind about that. Go back and read some more, and we’ll talk about it tomorrow.” Marty had resisted, reading just enough each day to arm herself for their next session. Tiebout consistently had replied, “All right. Now go read some more.” This routine continued for six weeks, and she was only halfway through the manuscript.
Then a crisis erupted
involving her sister Chris and her friend Grennie, sending Marty into a rage
unlike any she had experienced. Feeling responsible, she stormed up to her
third-floor attic room. “I was angry with a kind of anger I had never felt
before, and thank God, never have since,” she later recounted. “I was
raging. I wanted to kill!” She literally saw red as the blood vessels in her
eyes began to break.
As she contemplated getting “two big bottles of
whiskey and get good and drunk” to drown her anger, she noticed “that damn
book,” Alcoholics Anonymous, lying open on her bed out of the corner of her
eye.
In the middle of the page was a line that stood out as if carved in raised block letters, black, high, sharp—“We cannot live with anger.” That did it. Somehow those words were the battering ram that knocked down my resistance.


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