December 14 in A.A. History
In 1934, [perhaps the 13th] Ebby T. [right] visited Bill W. at the Charles B. Towns Hospital, where Bill had been admitted
three days earlier. Ebby again explained the practices of the Oxford
Group and may have tried to get Bill to surrender to the care of Jesus
Christ.
After Ebby left, Bill fell into a very deep, dark
depression and finally cried out, “I’ll do anything! Anything at all! If
there be a God, let him show himself!” He then experienced a blinding
light and felt an ecstatic sense of freedom and peace. This was Bill’s spiritual experience (or “hot flash” or “white light” experience, as he later called it).
When Bill later told Dr. William D. Silkworth, Towns’ medical
director, about the event, the doctor replied, “Something has happened
to you I don’t understand. But you had better hang on to it.”
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